Hmmm so i have finally decided i need to break up with the new guy, he deserves better and he's so nice and i don't want to destroy that by being a bitch, which i already have been by sticking at something that i knew wasn't there and even now I'm putting off telling him. :-/
So Friday we spent the day together and it was awesome we had loads of fun strolling down the beach, lunch, pool, arcades and just generally acting like children. It was lovely and i was even OK with the PDA but at the end of it i wasn't horny it was just nice i was happy for it to end? So that decided me that even with sex this isn't getting any better so as horny as i am i have to stop this before the sex and this weekend we're going out and i have no kids and i think the general understanding is that we probably will but i can't! God i hate it! He's super nice. I wish i didn't need something more. :-/
So general advice as to how to best do this would be great! Do i leave it till i see him in person at the weekend or do i just bite the bullet and do it sooner? already talking to him this evening was strained?
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