Can Fuck buddies be actual buddies?

Hmmmm so the French one seems to imagine we can be actual friends and fuck whilst fucking others? I'm not sure if this can work? It seems to at the moment? but i worry I'm gonna come out of this a little worse for wear?
So i think having just sex with someone can work if you can separate the emotional responses and to do that i think you need some distance? You can't expect me to be your friend and also expect me not to give a shit can you?
Anyway this comes from the French one inviting me over because he wanted some company which was OK, i went over we sprawled on the sofa chatting obviously eventually we had sex :-p {pretty awesome sex too might i add!} then we snuggled on the sofa and watched a movie. I was just about OK with this ya know was a bit overly intimate but fuck even i like it on occasion. Anyway following day he had some pretty big news and i was the first person he phoned? What does that mean? surely i shouldn't be the first one in his thoughts? I worry he's overly invested here :-/ but let's not forget he's still seeing the g/f and others :-p as am i :-p so is it OK to share intimacy and secrets and good news if it works for us? Can we be actual fuck buddies???
Answers on a postcard? I need advice :-)

The French one :-/

So fuck it i fucked the French one yesterday! I know i wasn't going to but i can't help myself! and i know he's attached now, but i actually don't care and i hate that I'm "that" girl but shit the sex is awesome and there's no stress there? Granted the stress of us both being attached elsewhere is there but there's no pressure to put up with each others shit it's really nice to just fuck him.....I can't help myself? oh well eventually I'll decide I've had enough or he will :-p but for now the back of his shop has become a risky den of debauchery ;-) ........

Round two, with the Greek....

OK so as the man has got a really nice cock, i decided it would be rude not to do round two with the Greek.....just to be sure......Well the sex was pretty awesome......bit rougher than I'm used to but i liked it :-D
So many issues though i don't even know where to start.....So obviously after the other night with rushed sex on the sofa. I suggested making it to a bedroom might be a good start what i didn't expect is that he'd be in the process of moving rooms and that we'd end up in bunk beds :-/ pmsl you can imagine it was a little off putting not to mention only a video player in that room and for some reason he needed to put something on and somehow decided on Mrs doubtfire? So i had sex in bunk beds to Mrs doubtfire? I was laughing quite a lot I'm afraid i felt like a teenager sneaking about :-p The man also collects action figures and numerous other toys he actually has a room just full of toys :-/ not awesome sex toys either :-p no geeky comic figures in boxes :-/ although i guess I'm a bit geeky and quite liked them but not the bunk beds! but back to the sex!.....
So we got down to it.....once again can i just say....really nice cock! Quite a hairy man though anyway he fucked me hard whilst pulling my hair hard pretty nice there was also some spanking, scratching no biting I'm happy to say but there was some pressure applied to my throat now i didn't mind it wasn't much but it does make me wonder if he's working up to it? Also after when he asked if he hurt me and i said no, i think there may have been a hint of disappointment :-/ a little disturbing but may just be me......anyway he cum it was great he then spent the next 20 minutes or so playing with my vajayjay whilst i just laid back and enjoyed it :-P then he fucked me again and again about half hour later.....lol he was very impressed i could cum by being fucked alone ;-) ha ha most men find sex with me quite flattering because I'm easy to get off lol but i love it......
Hmm so great sex but in bunk beds? Can i get over that trauma? ......

Sex with the Greek :-/

Hmmmm so this week i decided to take the Greek by the horn :-p So this is not helped by the fact that I'm not masturbating and I'm so horny i can barely think straight and the French one is away.... although i have deleted him and he can go fuck himself anyway... Anyway back to the Greek I went over to his house we sprawled on the sofa and watched a movie...his lodger was there in his room so we behaved during the movie....Once it finished we ended up naked on the sofa ooops may have been a little my fault anyway it was rubbish selfish over too quickly sex although the man has got a really nice cock! More girth than I've had for such a long time ;-) he he he so he shows promise but it was over quickly and definitely more about him than me and well i struggle to find enthusiasm after crappy sex :-/ So I am feeling a little slutty after being on my 3rd sexual partner of the year and it's only February but figure as i didn't have sex at all until the French guy last year then it doesn't really count and I'll average it out :-p ha ha 

oh and also the Greek is really hairy :-/

So anyway i think I'm wiping the slate clear and starting again after fucking off the love guy, deleting the French guy and maybe giving up on the Greek?

I'm so sick of crappy selfish fucktard men! Do you know i have slept with 3 men this year yet not had cunnilingus? That's surely a sign that I'm dating the wrong ones? Just saying I've given a shit load of fellatio ;-)

Risky sex in the office!

So after 5 days of not masturbating i was so horny i woke with my fingers up my vajayjay! Shocking behaviour so to save masturbating i thought sex might be the way to go ;-) ha ha but after texting the french guy and not getting an instant reply i took myself to the gym for some punishment! Needless to say all that moving just made me horny so when the french guy text "get that wet pussy here and let me ram it!" I almost fell off the cross trainer but i resisted, well for an hour then yes, i came home chucked on a skirt and proceeded to his shop :-D Where he put some porn on the computer and slid his fingers up my vajayjay! I cum almost instantly so he put the back in five mins sign up locked the door and bent me over the desk in front of the porn! So hot, the man does it for me, what can i say.
Anyway clearly after i was done i sat feet an the desk with him sliding fingers in my vajayjay every time he passed :-D so horny till he was due a customer in about ten mins, when he grabbed my hand hoisted me onto the sideboard and fucked me hard, the door was not locked and we would have had to be quick if anyone came in but it was such a turn on.

Hmmmm so then this morning he phoned to ask if I'd watch his shop while he went to pick the g/f up from the airport :-/ ha ha i know I'm a bitch but even i felt a bit bad :-o until i got there and he pushed a finger up my vajayjay proceeded to fuck me then left for the airport and brought the g/f in to meet me :-/ and tried to kiss me out back while she was in the front of the shop! Even i think he's a bit of a tosser for that.

Also on Monday i have agreed to go over to the Greeks house to watch a movie, pretty sure sex with him, if it's good, will stop me being bad with the french guy............

Masturbation diet?

Hmmmm so to aid my new fitness kick i am on a masturbation diet :-/ I have not masturbated since Sunday! Anyone that knows me will know this is amazing! It is very nearly killing me though i have been to the gym everyday and punished myself in the hope of just being to knackered :-o but it is not working i am doing aversion therapy now ha ha 10 sit ups every time i think of sex - needless to say my abs are killing me! On the bright side ummm no there's not one :-(

broken up with the love guy!!

Chill people! Let's make it clear that things are all over with the love guy! ha ha sorry i should have checked what i last wrote :-o but fear not we are all finished and i was perfectly available to fuck someone else :-p

4 hours of sex? :-o

OK so Saturday i went to a singles night (as ya do) needless to say it was a disaster full of pervy old men with comb overs :-/ So i decided alcohol was the answer :-o (it never is). I got quite drunk and phoned the French guy (feckity feck) anyway 10 minutes later he picked me up took me back to his laid me on the kitchen counter and went to town on me (including violation with a courgette :-/) anyway it was a pretty awesome night 4 hours of pretty much consistent sex other than the odd wine and toilet breaks oh and courgette breaks OMG I'm actually a little mortified to admit to that :-o
Next day i ached so much though! god knees, ribs, thighs and shoulders were ruined but so worth it.
So now i'm not sure what to do about the French guy? I quite like him, mainly because he's a bastard and i can't have him :-/ grrrr he drives me crazy.