ooops

ooops so today I'm in trouble :-p the man in my life is being a massive arse!

Give me your thoughts people, am i in the wrong?

So this evening i had an ex over for dinner? There's nothing between us other than friendship, he's got a lovely girlfriend and we've been over for over ten years! We've perhaps had the odd bit of flirting but nothing has ever happened and i truly don't believe it would. So i think the man in my life was OK with this, i think he had issue with the fact that he came over early and spent time with the kids (something i have yet to allow him to do) but like i say we've known each other what um 16 years and we're still friends so he's not someone that's going to drift out my life and he's allowed around the kids because we are completely non romantic? grrrrr stooopid men :-p i know he has issues with me being close to some of my exes but really get over it! I know you hate me blogging too he's banned me from blogging about him hence the silence but I'm peeved grrrr If i wanted to go elsewhere i pissing well would.

Hmmm meeting the ex :-)

So what is better than seeing your ex when you're looking hot and they look crap? Well i thought this was all i needed but today i met an ex and i looked good! not that i ever don't :-p He looked not bad i guess but his present girlfriend, bless her, looked properly rough! lol greasy hair, no make up and in joggers :-) We stopped and chatted and it was obvious she was hating god for the meeting lol I know i shouldn't enjoy this as much as i did but well! i can't help it :-p

Very cross

Hmmm so as you may realise the new "man in my life" raped my blog! how very dare you! In future if I'm running late you will be waiting outside in your car and not allowed on my laptop and no it doesn't make it better that you were just checking my blog and it automatically signed in! Privacy is key here! oh and you will always just be "the man in my life" :-p

So last night i went out with said guy I'd already had a bit to drink and was running quite late so he came in to wait and asked to check his e-mail (not something i will allow in future!) where he then took advantage of the fact that my laptop is set up for my ease! grrrrr i am quite pissed about this but moving on. when i was ready i came downstairs and he appeared at the bottom. He stopped me a few stairs above reached up my dress and removed my knickers and pocketed them, where i believe they still are :-) Then he proceeded to ravage my pussy, as i stood above him with my thigh over his shoulder i thought i was going to collapse and he fecking stopped, pulled my dress down and took my hand and led me to the car! i was so pissed but obviously i got in the car waited till we were moving and proceeded to finish myself off lol I'm surprised he didn't kill us his eyes were clearly not on the road.
Anyway that set the tone of the evening with us both ensuring the other was in a constant state of arousal :-) Was pretty awesome except he kept chuckling away to himself and finally admitted what he'd done to my blog! This obviously caused me to be properly pissed off, although now I've read it I'm not oh so bothered, fecking cheek.
Needless to say sex did not finish the evening and indeed sex is not an option anytime soon! You my dear are going to learn just how badly you can want something and your punishment will be long and drawn out last night was but a drop in the ocean :-p I'm looking forward to keeping "the man in my life" constantly horny without release for at least the next month :-) You men are like children and you need to learn your boundaries, this is like adult grounding, you will learn.

punish!

So my new boyfriend, yes i said boyfriend! putting it out there, is amazing and has a massive cock that i worry is too big not a chance something that size would make it up my anal orifice but I'll give it a go. He is by far the best guy i have ever met and he's so much better than my ex i think i love him and will marry him.

ha ha ha how much trouble!

more sincere :-)

OK so i was thoroughly scolded for the mention of the gorgeous man in my life and reminded that his deviancy was sealed a few days ago when we went for drinks and he pulled me into a dark alley to eat my pussy hence the fact i know he's awesome with his tongue :-)

So this evening i want to say thank you to the gorgeous man for ignoring me when i said i was fine as i clearly wasn't and for risking my wrath by forcing my hand and making me introduce him to my children (mainly forgiven here because they were in bed don't make a habit of it :-p) when he turned up on my doorstep bearing chocolate uninvited this evening it was lovely to see you and i really appreciated you being here.

So sorry!

LOL so today my blog is the platform for an apology ha ha after earlier talking to the man in my life before someone knocked at my door about six this was when i closed my laptop and totally forgot! in my defence i then got caught up doing other things :-D

So obviously he's a little put out that i haven't given him a mention in here so I'm hoping to placate him since by the time i got back on line he'd given up talking to me :-/

Ha ha ha i can't help but laugh and i still hold up that actually he needs to be more deviant for me to give him blog time but hey ho here goes;

New man is gorgeous, over six foot towers over me but i quite like it :-) awesome with his tongue and a massive cock although we've not actually had sex yet so I'm with holding judgement ooooh and most exciting of all an anal virgin :-D pmsl what do we think babe kind of mention you wanted? oh and of course he's much better than any of the past men in my life :-D

uniform

Hmmmm so as i sit watching A few good men and Tom Cruise in uniform i can't help but feel a stirring in my vajayjay and it gets me to thinking that i want a man in uniform! So i have a new mission to find one but shhhhh don't tell the man in my life :-) i might just convince him to buy one :-D