more dating?

Hmmm so Friday i met guy 4? or is it 5? anyway met him for coffee we strolled along the seafront and chatted it was nice i said I'd go for dinner with him Saturday.

So this week i am perhaps overbooked as i have lunch weds, drinks Thurs, dinner Fri and dinner sat? all with different men :-o but this is OK isn't it? Is there such a thing as too much dating? I'm just covering all my bases :-p

Needless to say all this dating is making me horny as hell! grrrr so need to just pick one that i can get to know :-p they all have good points though :-/

grrrr! Are we all this horny?

Right! I'm so horny it's giving me the hump! everything turns me on! everything i look at makes me imagine having sex either on it or up against it! How is it even possible? How do some people not be horny? Why wouldn't you be? i mean orgasms are awesome so are we all just like this? Perhaps it's not just me?

I spoke to the ex today, and i was bored so told him to entertain me? I actually didn't mean it dirty but when he said "how do you suggest i do that?" It took every ounce of self control i have not to say "take ya clothes off and wank on web cam for me" and i know that's a bad idea! hence i stopped myself but i think avoidance may be the way to go there!

Dirty dream

So last night i had a hot dream and it's stayed with me making me horny all day so i felt the need to share.

So i was dressed in a long coat, over the knee socks and knee high boots, i knocked on the door he opened it pulled me inside, pushed me up against the wall and kissed me thoroughly while his hand reached down between my thighs his fingers entering my wet pussy, he pushed my coat off my shoulders pushed me on my knees on the stairs, buried his hands in my hair and proceeded to fuck me hard! I cum practically instantly and he wasn't far behind. we lay spent on the stairs for a while before i took him by the hand and led him up to the bedroom laying him on the bed he lay watching me as i slipped on the strap on and straddled him to tie his hands to the headboard, kissing him deeply i felt him growing hard against me, sliding a blindfold on i proceeded to lick and suck and nibble my way down his body. Reaching for the lube, i applied a liberal amount to him, loosening him up with a couple of fingers before lifting his legs over my shoulders his bum resting on my thighs giving me the perfect angle to enter him with my strap on, fucking him, watching him get closer and closer until he cums hard watching his body convulse as he does :-D

Needless to say I'm oh so horny today it was an awesome dream! not sure who the man was though :-/ but damn i wanna fuck him!

the 3rd 1st!

Hmm so today i accepted my 3rd first date! coffee with a guy that i'm not convinced about but in the interest of fairness and saying yes to everyone i am going i'll let you know how it goes,

wine and the second first date :-p

Hmmm so I've been on the wine again! and today i went on a first date with a second man so he's 38, local and oh so hot we went for coffee and I'm definitely getting better at meeting potential serial killers practically blase about it :-p it was nice but he didn't stimulate me so we probably wont meet again but good experience :-p and in his defence he was very nice and did all the right things :-/

The first man from the other day I'm also not convinced about as things are quite strained between us conversation just doesn't quite flow :-/ hmmm i dunno?

So my friend says i need to meet men the conventional way i.e. talk to strange men so tomorrow i plan to chat up a strange man in public :-p lol I'll let you know how this goes ha ha ha

motorbike horn!

So today i went for lunch with an ex on his sexy motorbike needless to say get a girl like me on a large vibrating machine and I'm gonna cream my pants! I had to excuse myself when we arrived and clean myself up and then when he dropped me home he came in for tea and didn't leave till my daughter got home so I've had the horn all evening! grrrr can't wait to get my Hitachi magic wand out and properly sort myself out! Needless to say i have no feelings for this ex otherwise i definitely would have rode him today but we're good friends and that would definitely complicate matters but i need to do something if i am to go on said bike again! I'm thinking the insertion of some love balls? lol so not appropriate. I think i wanna learn to ride :-D

intelligent comedy

So today i get to thinking that i love intelligent men, give me a man that makes me need a dictionary and it makes me wet! just thinking about it does me :-D so this makes intelligent comedy the most awesome thing. I love QI, Dara O Briain, Russell brand and more recently Ricky Gervais. I can't help it they make my insides go funny :-/

So this leads me to a guy I'm chatting to who's a doctor which is awesome but he leaves me worried that he's actually too clever! If there is such a thing? Perhaps time to brush up on my medical terminology :-D and trying to resist the urge to tell him to talk big words to me ha ha wow i really can't ever meet him i think I'd jump him in public!

Date one, done!

Hmm so tonight went really well, he was lovely. Must actually be getting better at meeting potential serial killers as the nerves went pretty quickly and left us able to chat nicely.

So he used to be a fire fighter and yes he still has the uniform! obviously i had to ask? lol did feel like a massive perv doing so but the words just wouldn't stay in :-) ha ha He's a bit of an adrenaline junkie which will maybe rub off on me? :-p a plus point. Can drive a motorbike! another plus point.

Anyway definite plans to see him again. Reserving judgement for now!

First date!

Hmmm so tonight i am going on my first date with a guy from this new dating site someone that i'm not sure i'd usually bother with but hey in the interest of saying yes to everyone we'll give it a go! Not the guy with the bull whip skills as after some research i find that a bull whip is an Indiana Jones style whip! I think that might just be taking it a step to far! but i'm definitely intrigued by some light bondage me thinks!

Anyway tonight's guy is divorced, local, 44, driving instructor, has kids, seems normal :-/ I'll let you know later how it goes if he isn't a serial killer and i live through the experience!

Now what to wear? heels? you have to for an evening of course! um dress? too much? jeggins? jeans? hmmm nice jeans heels and a top? casual but dressy? drinks not dinner.

Intrigued! Master Whiplash!?

Hmmm so i accidentally came across someone who is into some kinky shit a skilled bull whip artiste apparently? i don't even know what that is! but i have to admit to having a slight stirring in my vajayjay at the thought of a) being whipped and b) being dominated! Thinking this is maybe something I'll explore further?

I really don't do pain but i like it rough and figure i could go some spanking not sure whipping wouldn't be a step too far, but hey if you never try you'll never know?

Joining a dating website

So yesterday i joined a dating website and I've decided to put some serious effort into finding that man of my dreams that will let me do him with a strap on! ha ha so i am talking to everyone and anyone regardless of age, looks, location and colour and intend to say yes to anyone that asks! I will keep you updated with how this goes! :-D

A trend?

Ha ha ha so today i found that my friend has ordered a strap on and some restraints for her b/f for his birthday! lol i can't help but feel responsible :-p although i was only lukewarm about actually doing it but it has sprung to mind again and it was a good experience and one that I'm keen to redo to improve on and make it a skill :-p practice makes perfect i guess :-p now to just convince someone to let me do it :-)

So as you know the act of doing it was a little bit of an anti climax although not without enjoyment but i think i may be expected too much too? I think this was the same for him because he didn't seem overly bothered by it so i don't like not being good at things :-p so i think perhaps this will be my personal challenge :-p It was awesome to be knelt behind him and in control ;-) hmm yes definitely one to work on :-) volunteers? ;-)

All day masturbation. :-/

hmmm so yesterday I'm not sure if it was a full moon or what but i spent practically all day masturbating and feeling myself up! I just couldn't help it not sure what it was but every time i could get five minutes alone my hands were in my knickers! Even at the hospital visiting a friend! That can't be right? Even to the point that today I'm almost too sensitive to touch! don't get me wrong it felt awesome and well still does but i worry this is a problem! See now talking about it my hands automatically wander and i'm horny all over! I love it :-D

Valentine's day :-)

Hmmm so today my thoughts turned to Valentine's day and i feel that you men need some guidance :-)

So most of us say we're not that bothered but of course we are :-)

Cuddly toys are a big no unless you're ten though! don't get me wrong they're lovely to get but generally a big cop out and not really of any use. So what should you go for? Well obviously romance is the key here, it largely depends on what we're into go the extra mile and make it something special! Money is not an issue and generally expensive is not better for Valentine's day :-)

Underwear is awesome but only if you're really sure on our size! We all like a bit of a clue as to what you'd actually like to see us in so definitely underwear helps :-) along with sexy dresses and shoes that you'd like us in not necessarily what we'd generally wear.

Perfume also a nice Valentine's option but make sure you're aware of our favourite.

Chocolate! always appreciated.

Something made! An awesome personal option still to this day my favourite Valentine's prezzie of all time was a picture frame decorated personally and filled with favorite pics and those special song words!

oooooh or something deviant and sexy edible undies, massage oils and body paints fab!

Hope it helps and remember we're all different so just because this works for me it may not for her :-)

feeling better :-p

LOL so after my weekend of poisonous posts which you will now see are removed and that i really hope not many people saw! especially a certain someone :-p but well ooops what can i say i was seriously fucked off! anyway I'm feeling better :-) i have passed through to acceptance me thinks :-p

So thanks for your input and advice :-p and no i don't really feel threatened by the 19 year old surprisingly enough i believe that actually she won't be enough and that it wont last and despite many of you telling me to bide my time I'm not that sort of girl who is going to wait around. It's not so much who he chose to move on with as much as how quickly he moved on that leads me to realise that he never felt what i would have needed him to :-/ but that's OK. I'm surprisingly OK with it now?

lol if it's not too mean to say i actually feel a little sorry for him after spending a rather uncomfortable couple of hours with my brother in law and his um girlfriend? whom is 20 years younger and only 20 needless to say the age difference was quite noticeable and despite our best efforts it was hard work! I'm not even sure how? she's at university hard working and I'm guessing intelligent but there's just something in the way she looks at things that makes her appear a little gauche :-/ needless to say this confirmed my brother in law to be a perv and helped me realise that it's not actually jealousy that makes me disapprove (well not just jealousy :-p).

LOL and for those of you that tell me he's not worthy and obviously doesn't give a shit thanks :-D I know :-p and also we all know i'm every man's dream in the bedroom but thanks anyway :-D

Fuck you!

Hmmm so today I'm manning up and thinking fuck you! I'm better than this shit, i can deal with this and am faking it till i make it! Feeling good and positive today thanking the gorgeous Mr B for his beautiful view on me and life. I am awesome and i don't have to prove it :-D

Lol and so as not to lose the sex theme I'm back to being fucking horny all the time everything gets me horny at the moment it's rather indecent :-p

mutual masturbation

hmmm I'm a great fan of this but only at a distance like on web cam as put in the vicinity of an erect penis and i'm afraid my self control is zero! but i think this is a great way to be with someone you can't actually be with and well as i mentioned in the past more masturbation equals a higher sex drive so win, win!