Hmmm why am i up so early, when i was oh so drunk last night. I don't remember getting home and i'm a little worried about what i might have done on line :-s Not what i wanted to talk about though.
Hmmm so yesterday i got talking to Mr A and he said these words "sometimes it's easier to get hard to porn by myself"??
Is this true? and should i be offended? am i just being over sensitive? I hate that i'm not better than porn! Hell it's made me feel positively inadequate!
So this came from last time we had sex, he struggled to get properly hard, blaming it on too much wanking. Obviously this is difficult in the first place (boys if you can't get hard we will think it's because you don't fancy us :-p) but i just worked harder ;-) and he says he didn't expect to cum but did anyway and i really am all his slutty dreams in the bedroom but i hate that he feels he could easier get hard by himself with porn:-/
I guess i can get off quicker with my vibrator and a bit of porn but not easier, well maybe easier :-p hmmmm OK i get it but still i hate that he said it, it's made me feel inadequate and surely men should find it easier to fuck me than wank humpffff!
Friday 29 July 2011
Thursday 28 July 2011
vicks? It burns!
Hmmm note to self; do not leave Vicks on bedside table as man in your life despite the lights being on! will assume it's something deviant and liberally spread it on your vajayjay! Be warned, it burns!
To be fair it's quite a nice burning and I'd be up for doing it again with a little less perhaps? lol needless to say last night there was too much of it and it took plenty of diluting with some banana lube to get over it ha ha i think he suffered more than me :-p
To be fair it's quite a nice burning and I'd be up for doing it again with a little less perhaps? lol needless to say last night there was too much of it and it took plenty of diluting with some banana lube to get over it ha ha i think he suffered more than me :-p
Tuesday 19 July 2011
grrrr and breathe
hmmmm so i need to vent!
Tonight i did it i slept with the ex again after 17 days might i add I'd been doing so well and to make it worse it was mediocre sex :-/ um once no real foreplay no cunnilingus nothing! i'm raging grrrr sure way to piss me off is leave me horny! So you know the sex was OK as foreplay little desperate and frenzied and adequate but not as a 17 days without sex! I don't give a shit how knackered he is, or how much he needs sleep or even that he was not really in any state to fuck me again he's usually pretty good at making up for the fact that he takes his time to recover but tonight i'm left disappointed. hmm i can get over how bad i feel for good sex but not ever for mediocre sex! Can't believe he actually left claiming exhaustion grrrrr and breathe time to go sort myself out :-p
Tonight i did it i slept with the ex again after 17 days might i add I'd been doing so well and to make it worse it was mediocre sex :-/ um once no real foreplay no cunnilingus nothing! i'm raging grrrr sure way to piss me off is leave me horny! So you know the sex was OK as foreplay little desperate and frenzied and adequate but not as a 17 days without sex! I don't give a shit how knackered he is, or how much he needs sleep or even that he was not really in any state to fuck me again he's usually pretty good at making up for the fact that he takes his time to recover but tonight i'm left disappointed. hmm i can get over how bad i feel for good sex but not ever for mediocre sex! Can't believe he actually left claiming exhaustion grrrrr and breathe time to go sort myself out :-p
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