doubts?

Hmmm why am i up so early, when i was oh so drunk last night. I don't remember getting home and i'm a little worried about what i might have done on line :-s Not what i wanted to talk about though.

Hmmm so yesterday i got talking to Mr A and he said these words "sometimes it's easier to get hard to porn by myself"??
Is this true? and should i be offended? am i just being over sensitive? I hate that i'm not better than porn! Hell it's made me feel positively inadequate!
So this came from last time we had sex, he struggled to get properly hard, blaming it on too much wanking. Obviously this is difficult in the first place (boys if you can't get hard we will think it's because you don't fancy us :-p) but i just worked harder ;-) and he says he didn't expect to cum but did anyway and i really am all his slutty dreams in the bedroom but i hate that he feels he could easier get hard by himself with porn:-/
I guess i can get off quicker with my vibrator and a bit of porn but not easier, well maybe easier :-p hmmmm OK i get it but still i hate that he said it, it's made me feel inadequate and surely men should find it easier to fuck me than wank humpffff!