ooops i did it again :-/

Hmmmm so last night i had the ex over was supposed to be about us getting over last weekend and just having a laugh but well a bottle of vodka later and we ended up back in bed! Damn it! I've got no self control when it comes to sex :-/ grrrrr so now i don't know what to do? Don't want to lose him as a friend but it's pretty clear we can't be just friends at the moment and as much as i love having him in my life i don't actually want him :-/ although the whole no strings sex thing works for me and the fact he has a girlfriend while making me feel a massive bitch also means i get just the sex without the emotional crap? Wow i am actually a massive bitch! oh well :-)