Not the usual deviancy just ranting :-)
Hmmm ever felt like you can't get it right? Well today Mr A reached new lows firstly let's be clear that we're totally not together more his fault but willing to admit relief was the overall feeling :-/
hmm so he's been in my life for so many years that it seems an awful shame to not have him there but he's making it hard!
Firstly he's seeing someone else, which i'm fine with but have no real interest in, but I've sat and listened to her good points and how she's perfect for him, fuck I've listened about their sex life hoping we'd be OK but when his facebook became filled with photo's and declarations of love and relationships :-p i decided to hide his posts not wanting to be a cow and delete him so just hid them because i'm not made to stalk and don't really give a flying rats arse but anyway apparently i'm still a cow for doing this because i missed something he wrote on there? :-/ clearly i'm not getting it right! add to that that i'm awesome girlfriend material and your mum will love me :-p well his mum phoned me and invited me and the kids for new year :-/ something which I'd sort of planned with her when with Mr A but obviously something i don't want to do now, i tried to explain it to her but she was having none of it so i phoned Mr A (got in trouble for phoning whilst the new girl was there) and asked him to have a word with his mum for me and not to be horrible but to get me out of it? not unreasonable? anyway this ended up with me muscling in on his family and spoiling his chances of taking the new girlfriend? Fucking arse holes! i can't be arsed with it i hope he gets itchy balls and is unable to scratch them! grrrrr toss pot :-o
Relationships are not clear cut once past a certain stage and issues like this are to be expected.
ReplyDeleteA relationship past a certain "level" have a weaning off period after where both parties have to remove themselves form eachothers lives gradually. No doubt an issue like this will come up again. Recently my sister slipt up with her fiance, they had a house, dogs and many other things they used to share, and even 10 months down the line, issues are still coming up.
Be prepared for a long haul!
hmmm I've just taken to avoiding him for now
ReplyDelete:-p our lives aren't all that entwined so hopefully wont be too bad :-) thanks for your concern though :-D