Hmmmm so today i had a massive row with Mr A really reminds me why i don't want to be with him! Granted he broke up with his g/f last week but my god the man is one miserable fucker! Honestly everything is about him and it's so fecking depressing but I've tried to be a good friend and be supportive and listen and even apologised for occasionally telling him he's a miserable fucker! Well anyway he's depressed and lonely and on the verge of getting involved with some awful woman but even this i tried to stay out of understanding he perhaps needs someone to get over his ex? but said woman has let him down loads and seems to be generally fucking him about so can you imagine how enraged i was when he said this phrase! "I'll be home at 5 I'll meet you there not sure how long I'll be about though because that girl said we might meet" Hmmm well i can deal with a lot and indeed when he had the g/f i dealt with being fitted in but fuck off am i ever playing second to some jumped up little bitch that's fucking him about anyway. Needless to say i let rip and told him to fuck himself and explained that you know i'm not being fitted in he either arranges to see me or not, unreasonable?
Well then we stopped talking till he text me about 9 saying "told you, you should have come over she cancelled on me" Fuck the man obviously has a death wish after some heated words he text " so i take it you're not coming over?" grrrrrr obviously this started me off again and then i got oh i can't do no right all you women just try making me feel shit none of the m care it's just all about how shit i make them feel i just wanted some affection and to feel worth something, obviously it made me feel bad and gave me the hump :-p but i apologised if i made him feel shit but explained that it works both ways and obviously if i didn't give a shit firstly it wouldn't bother me and secondly I'd just ignore it all :-/ any way worse still after that he text "so shall i come over?" ummmm no! fucking leave me the fuck alone for a few days! i get over things quickly but just wasn't happening tonight! He must have upset me even the thought of sex couldn't tempt me!
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